*Whacks self on head repeatedly*
Well, I think that I may be THE STUPIDEST person in the whole world. I actually fell for someone that I can't have. He told me that I'm not his "type of girl." I just think that since I'm not a size 3 and not blonde, then I'm not his type. I always seem to attract the wrong guy or like the wrong guy. I'm so f*cked up in the head that I'm gonna need some serious therapy for years. Stephen was right, I have serious issues. I think that if I just got a guy that actually treated me right insead of leading me around or abusing me emotionally, then I would be ok. I know that a guy isn't just gonna fix everything and make it all go away, but I know that it will help.We had a softball scrimage tonight. The other team didn't have enough people to play, so we gave them a couple of out players. The score was 32-6, us. It was aweful. It was sorta funny that we got that many runs, but that other team was just sad... :'( I kept the score book, and let me tell ya, it is the most confusing thing I have ever done. It will be quite easy once I get used to it, but I had never even looked at a scorebook before tonight. We have another scrimage Thursday at 8. I don't know who we are playing, but I do know that I'm keeping the books again.
Well, I need to get some e-mails out. Peace...
*~*GB*~*
posted by *~*HollyMarie*~* @ 8:17 PM
1 Comments:
i'm so sorry to hear about the guy. Yup, guys at that age can be really shallow at times. David almost exclusively dated MODEL TYPES all his life till he got it into his thick skull that all looks and no brains can only be entertaining for so long :) Just hang in there, girl..
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