I'm so stupid.....
Wow...how could I have been so incredibly stupid?? I should have known better than to date someone that had parents that were really really uber protective. Yea, if you haven't gathered by now, me and Stacey have broken up...well he broke up with me. And I don't know why. I don't know if it's b/c he really didn't want to be together anymore or if it was b/c of his mom making him or she didn't approve of me. *screams really really loud* I'm so incredibly messed up. I really really like this guy. Well, I'm not totally innocent either. I have been talking to Mo lately. More specifically, I have been talking to him in the past 30 some hours.Ok, I'll tell you the story from the beginning. I went to dam yesterday with Bishop and we were talking, and all of a sudden, out of the blue, he asks me if Mo has tried to do anything with me...YET. I busted out laughing and said no, but...and I left it at that. Well, I told Mo yesterday when we were sitting outside sanding some cabinet doors. And he was like, "Ah, really." And I told him that if I had been talking to someone that I had a lil' bit more trust with, then I would have told him something. And of course, he wanted to know what I would have said. I told Mo that if he ever made the offer, then I would probably let him. And when we went to the movies last night, I rode with him alone back to his house to get my car. Well, I asked him what he thought and he said that he tends not to think. And I told him that he doesn't make things any easier. Then, when I got home and got on ICQ, I messaged him and said, "The bigger question is would you?" That is exactly what I said and it was the first thing I said, I didnt' even say hi or anything. Well, now I don't know what to do or say or how to even act in front of him. There are two reasons for this. One is b/c I don't know how he feels about this and what he is really thinking. Like, I don't know if he was just putting me off when he said that he would have to think about it or if he really meant what he said. Then there is Bishop. OMG! I really really like him. He is so hot and he seems more mature than Mo. Not that Mo isn't mature, just that Bishop is more.
I just don't know if I should persue Mo and see what comes of it, but I know that he really likes sex and I don't know if that is all he's gonna want and leave when, and IF he gets it. Or if I should see about Bishop. I think Bishop and I would make a better couple than Mo and I.
Oh, my gosh, look at me...I'm talking as if either one would even want me. UGH! I hate this right now. I want all three...Mo, Bishop, and Stacey. But.....I guess I'll just have to see what really ends up happening.
*~*God Bless*~*
posted by *~*HollyMarie*~* @ 12:54 AM
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