Why?????
Why?? Why do my parents have to make things so hard? I asked mom and dad today if I get to keep the Jeep if I move here and she said probably not. It was overall a plesant conversation with both mom and dad, until that point. I called to wish dad a happy father's day. He sounded sorta bad...but I think that is b/c he misses me. I feel loved...hehe...most of the time anyways.But anyways, back to the car situation. I asked her that and she probably not. I then proceeded to ask her if she was being serious and she responded, " We will cross that bridge when we get there."
My honest opinion about the whole situation...I think that they are trying to do everything in their power to keep me from moving here and move back home. But what they don't know is that they are just pushing me further and further away.
At this point, I could care less if they pay one penny for any of this, I just want them to support me in whatever I choose. Yes, mom has told me that it is my decision and that I am old enough to make these choices on my own, but she has not once said that she would back me up on it. And I know Dad is the same way. They just can't let go of their baby girl...but I'm not 12 anymore...I'm 18 and a woman. I will always be there baby girl, but that doesn't mean that they have to treat me like that.
So, not only do I have to figure out how I am going to pay for college that is $15,000, and only have $2,000, I also have to figure out what I am going to do about a car. Tinker and Lewis told me that they would find me a car and for me not to worry about that, but I don't know if I feel right by sponging off of them. I just need to sit down and talk to Tinker one on one. And I need to ask mom and dad if I am going to have to pay for my insurance. I was told at one point that as long as I am in school, I won't have to worry about car insurance. But then again, I never thought that they would be acting this way and taking my car away. It is totally retarded to have TWO cars and a motorcyle for only 2 people, when only one of them works, and he doesn't even go into work but about 2 times every 2 weeks, maybe. And mom doesn't work.
I just hope that they realize that they are pushing me further and further away.
And hey, you never know, I might move home after one semester. But this is my mistake to make, not theirs and they are acting like I am making the BIGGEST mistake of my life.
Well, I'm tired and I have to get up around 9 or 9:15. Nighty nite to all of you out there in BloggerVille.
*~*God Bless*~*
posted by *~*HollyMarie*~* @ 12:13 AM
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