I'm C-R-A-Z-Y!!!
Well, I just spilled EVERYTHING out to La. While we were walking, we were talking about guys and I said some stuff that really shouldn't have been said out loud. So, I let it ALL out. I talked about Stacey, mostly. I keep falling harder and harder and we aren't even "together."Me and La talked about the whole break up thing. She told me that her best advice is to just leave the whole break up in the past and not ask any questions. And I think that that is what I am going to do. I honestly don't care about it as long as we work out something now. La also told me that he prolly would be ok as long as we don't call it "dating" and I told her that I would be ok if he would just come out and tell me that. But that prolly would just make him realize that it is dating and it's just messed up. I just don't know what to do anymore.
And about the rest of my life, all I have to say is that there is either too many or not enough. I will just leave it at that.
I just read an away message from one of my friends. I really really like it. "Try so hard and you'll only fall harder. What comes the best, comes naturally." I like that, it's ALMOST true, but not completely.
*~*God Bless*~*
posted by *~*HollyMarie*~* @ 11:48 PM
2 Comments:
it's hard but I always tell myself,
"learn from the past, live in the present and look forward to the future"
i agree with jumbled..i've had bad experiences in the past and done some pretty stupid things and thought i was dating with someone when he really didn't think that, but we all learn from every single experience :) *hugs*
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