Tuesday, July 05, 2005

*screams at the top of her lungs*

Well, marching camp started tonight. It didn't go as anticipated. It wasn't that it was bad, but it wasn't the greatest.

My first order of business what to work on music and we didn't even get through 5 measures. And for those of you that don't what a measure is, to make it simple, there were about 62 measures in the piece that I was working with them on.

But they did a lot better on the marching that I thought they would. We did forward marching, lateral marching, and the tondue step. And then I worked with the battery on crabbing.

I just feel like I'm so ahead of them that I'm not good enough for them. I couldn't really work with them on music b/c I'm not down on their level. I am used to playing real music, real licks that real musicians have played and then I'm thrown in to teach some middle schoolers some tunes that are so easy for me, but are way to hard for them.

I just feel inadequite for them. It's not that I think I'm not good enough really, or too good. I'm just on a completely different level than they are on.

Stacey is coming here tomorrow........at 8:30....in the MORNING!!! We are gonna work on drill and then choreograph his salute out, at least try.

I just feel like crying for so many different reasons right now...there isn't one particular thing that makes me wanna cry, just everything combined on top of me. I feel like I have the weight of the world on my shoulders.

Welp, I am gonna go try to find something to eat...maybe.

*~*God Bless*~*

1 Comments:

At 4:11 PM, Blogger letti said...

almost all of david's family including his mom, nieces etc were in the band, so i can appreciate all the hard work that goes in there..good for you, girl!

 

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