Life blows right now...
First I wanna say that I'm sorry that it's been so long since I've updated.Ok, yea, I got a ring from Stacey for Christmas...But then 3 days after Christmas, he broke up with me...I'm gonna try to sum it for you...
Ok, it was a Wednesday night and we were hanging out at my aunt's house watching a movie. Well, I wanted something from upstairs, so he went up with me. The upstairs phone rang and my aunt said that it was for me. I asked who it was and she said that she didn't know b/c the number was blocked.
I answered the phone and it was Kelvin, my ex. We are still really good friends, but there is nothing romantic between us what so ever, we are just great friends.
I got off the phone with him b/c I told him was hanging out with Stacey. I wasn't on the phone that long, not even 5 minutes. Stacey asked who it was and I wasn't gonna lie to him. I told him that it was Kelvin.
Stacey went back downstairs and got his stuff and stormed out. He didn't say anything about it being over or nothing, he just left. He wouldn't even look at me.
He called me about 2 hours later and told me that he thought I was trying to push my limits and see how far I could push them, which is totally not true. And he told me that it was over.
I just don't understand that if he loved like he said he did, why he would get so upset and completely break it off over a phone call from a really good friend of mine. I can see him getting upset or jealous, but not completely breaking it off.
It's been almost 3 weeks now and I'm still not doing so great. I'm getting better. But within the first week that it happened, I lost 10 pounds, and I've lost about 5 or 6 more since then. Yes, I'm happy that I'm losing weight, but I hate how I'm losing it. I'm not sleeping at night, I stay up to about 5 or 6 am. I don't eat. I average about one small meal a day, if it's a good day.
I'll be ok, but it's just going to take some time. So, please keep me in your thoughts.....
Luvs and Hugs...
*~*Holly*~*
posted by *~*HollyMarie*~* @ 9:00 AM
2 Comments:
oh, honey, i'm soo sorry to hear about this. *hugs* I hope you're doing okay. *more hugs*
i just happened to drop by.
breaking up is never easy.
hang in there.
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