I've Got Jet Lag...And I Haven't Even Left the Ground!: April 2005

Saturday, April 30, 2005

stars

The following poem is from my baby. He is so sweet.

Every night as i come home.
i sit outside and watch the stars....
and as i do i feel alone.
But when i look at that one star...i feel you see it
and that your far.
it hurts me knowing im not by your side
This feeling for you i have, i cannot hide.
I lay in darkness..all night long
i feel so lonly..like somethings wrong.
bieng without you is very hard..
having you is like having a reward
that i dont deserve...
but that i really need u here with me
so i can be free and be able to breathe
i linger around through out the dark streets
with you always in my head i feel alive...and my heart beats
around dawn is when i come back home
falling asleep agian like every night alone
thinking of you ...
every moment..
then i slowly close my eyes
dreaming of you is like sleep for eternity
and it seems so real i dont want to awake
i really get into it so deep
and morning comes then i awaken
despretly wanting to talk to you
without you having a clue
then when i do
i get that breath back
and a smile on my face
and my heart beats once agian
like rain...
you drown me in your irresistable love
it feels like angels have fallen from above
and now its this time agian..
the night were i sit out alone..
the night were i come back to my lonsome home..
the night when all my feelings for you are shown..
the night were i cant breathe without you...my everything
the night were i hear the cold wind sing
the night were i imagine nothing else but you and m
and that is all i can feel and see..
the one night that we can be together in my dreams
and in my heart..
were youll always be
the night were i suffer without you once agian
the night were i ingrave in all this pain
the night were it begins to rain
the night were im with you and nothing else matters
the night is when i miss you the most.
the night is when i love you so
the night of stars.

I LOVE YOU
HOLLYILLB

I cried when I read that. He is just so sweet. I told him that he was so sweet one day. He responed to me, "The only thing sweet is you!" AWWW.....Tell me how sweet THAT is?? I'll have to figure out how to post a pic of him on here. lol...I'm learning HTML in one of my computer classes and I bought 2 books yesterday to help me. I always thought that it would be hard, but it is so simple. I am sure there are some complex things to it, but the basics of it is so easy. lol...The things that amaze me...lol.

Friday, April 29, 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

Today is my 18th birthday. YAY! I am officially legal!! Uh oh, you all better watch out, now! lol...j/p

Sorry about the previous post. For some reason, it didn't display what I was wanting it to. If you just click on the link below it, then it will take you to where I got what I was trying to show you. I thought it was so hilarious!!

Today has been an ok day. I gave blood for the first time. I tried once before, but they just couldn't get my vein, it kept rolling. But they got it today.

Well, I'm tired and I wanna sleep.

*~*GB*~*

Saturday, April 23, 2005

LMAO!!

You Know You're From Texas When...

You see more Texan flags than American flags.
You know someone who ate the 72 oz steak and got it for free.
You attend a formal event in your best clothes, your finest jewelry, and your Cowboy Boots.
You can write a check at Dairy Queen for 2 Hungr-Busters and fries.
You prefer Whataburger to McDonalds.
You dress up to go shopping at the mall.
You've hung ornaments and tinsel on a tumbleweed and used it as a Christmas tree.
You're disappointed when a food doesn't come in spicy flavor.
You know from experience that rattlesnake meat tastes like chicken.
You can tell a rock from an armadillo at 300 yards.
You know what a 'Cowboy Cadillac' is.
You have both a dog and a brother-in-law named Bud
Your local grocery store sells cactus in the Fresh Produce department
You watch the movie Urban Cowboy and laugh at the phony Texan accents
You choose a brand of Mexican salsa with the same care that another might use to select a bottle of fine wine
You think that the 4 basic food groups are nachos, bar-b-que, fajitas, and Copenhagen.
You refer to the Dallas Cowboys as "God's favorite football team"
You know whether another Texan is from South, West, East, North, or Central Texas as soon as they open their mouth.
You don't consider people from Austin to be real Texans.
Your Pastor wears boots.
There is no such thing as a "secret" sin.
The Blue Book value on your truck goes up and down depending on how much gas it has in it.
You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Texas.

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Friday, April 22, 2005

Love!!

WOW!! I never knew how much love could affect someone. I mean, I have seen people in love and how it's affected them on the outside, but you can't see how love affects someone on the inside until you experience it yourself. I LOVE YOU, BILLY!!!

Well, I'm talking to Billy right now, so I'm gonna go!! Bye!!

*~*GB*~*

Back to School...

Well, today is the big day. I turn in my product part of my project. I'm sorta nervous. I'm scared that Ms. Perry is just gonna bleed all over it (that means write red all over it b/c there are mistakes).

OMG!! I wrote Billy the LONGEST e-mail I have ever written in my entire life. lol..I'll be very surprised if he reads it. lol...I know he will, but it was so freakin long that it will take him hours to finish it. I was hyper last night that my fingers were just running a million words a minute. I don't think that I have ever been so freakin hyper.

Well, I need to go work on my web site for class! Tata!!

*~*GB*~*

Thursday, April 21, 2005

sigh

YAY!! My product part of my product is complete!! HALLELUJAH!!! Now, all I have to do is present it to a panel of judges.

I am in love. *sigh* I have never gotten this giddy over a guy before, but dang!! I'm in love. *sigh* I love Billy so much. He just consumes my heart and soul completely. When I'm not around him, I feel empty inside.

Well, I'm gonna go try to get some sleep. Love to all!!

*~*GB*~*

Holly ~N~ Billy

TOGETHERFOREVER

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

UGH

I am so stressed out right now. I have to do a speech Thursday, it was supposed to be today, but the teacher put it off. And I have to have my product part of my project done by Friday, along with 10 mentor hours. I already have 11 1/2 hours, but I'm gonna spend the day with my mentor. We are gonna work on the product and the final presentation. I can't wait until Friday when I turn it in. Then I get to stress over the presentation. I present May 9th at 4:10. I have to present to 3 judges. I was told that I have the hardest set of judges. ACK! That makes me wanna quit school just b/c of that. But I will get through it, eventually. lol...

Well, I need to go! TTYL!!

*~*GB*~*

Holly ~N~ Billy

Monday, April 18, 2005

I'm Home...

I am home, thank the good Lord up above. I had a really good time until Sunday, the day we came home. I had a great time until around 9:30 that morning before we left. It is a long story that I don't feel like talking about right now, but I will let it all out at a later time.

We spent about 12 hours at Busch Gardens. We performed at the gate around 10 and we didn't leave til about 9:30 that night. I walked at least 15 miles, probably more. I rode 3 roller coasters and a simulator. And let me tell ya, I am paying for it. My lower back is killing me and my knee and ankle are bothering me. But it was all worth it. The last roller coaster that I rode was called Apollo's Chariot and it had about a 200 foot drop, if not higher. It scared the crap out me, it was such a rush. I love the rush that you get when you ride roller coasters. I compare the rush of the roller coaster to love. If you are really in love, the rush of the roller coaster isn't really anything compared to the rush that you get when you are in love. *sigh* And I'm in love...

Well, I have another speech to work on and I haven't got much done and I have to give it tomorrow. Wish me luck. Tata!!

*~*GB*~*

Holly ~N~ Billy

TOGETHERFOREVER

Friday, April 15, 2005

Today is the Day!!!

YAY!! I am leaving on my trip today!! YAY!! I can't wait. I am leaving school early to go home and get my bags and get mom, we don't want to leave 2 cars at school. We have to be back at the school at 1 this afternoon.

I got my new flatiron last night. I am so happy!! My Aunt Tinker is the "bestest" aunt in the whole wide world. lol...My hair is sooooooooo straight!

Well, I'm gonna go!!

*~*GB*~*

Thursday, April 14, 2005

"I'm leaving on a jet plane, don't know when I'll be back again..."

LOL! I love that song, everytime I hear it, it reminds me of Armageddon(spelling?). But the reason I was listening to that was b/c everytime I leave on a trip, I listen to that song. I am leaving on my band trip tomorrow afternoon. YAY! We are going to Williamsburg, Virginia and going to a theme park.

Well, I have so much to do before I leave tomorrow. I haven't even started packing yet. ACK! I dread it. That is the part that I HATE!! Well, I should stop rambling and just go pack!! lol..

*~*GB*~*

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

All Work, No Play....

JUST KIDDING!!!! I spent the whole day with Josh, my pastor. I am working on my senior project and I have to have a certain number of hours with a mentor and I chose Josh. We are supposed to have 10 hours, at the minimum, but I already have 11 1/2!! YAY! I am gonna spend on day with him next week to finalize everything. I have to turn in the final project next Friday. My topic is youth ministry, imagine that!!! So, as my project, I made a lesson planner for a youth minister and when I present to the judges, I am gonna teach to them as if they are a youth group. I am starting to get excited. I can't wait. Most of the other seniors are really hating this and not enjoying this, but I am really liking it. I guess b/c it is my calling and I enjoy learning more about God and what the Bible says. I can't wait to present.

I am so floating on cloud 9 right now. I have never been so happy. I haven't been happy in a long time, anyways, but I don't think I have ever been this happy :) I feel lie part of my soul is missing when I'm not talking to him or thinking of him. EEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!

Well, I should go, I have to be at church in an hour. We are gonna see Power House. They are this group that breaks stuff and does all these really cool stunts!!! It's awesome that they use it as a ministering tool. But I gotta grab something to eat and get ready!!!

*~*GB*~*

I LOVE MY SQUISHY!!!!!!!

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

I'm Bored!!!

Hey. I'm in my public speaking class and I'm bored. We are supposed to be working on our speeches, but I'm doing some stuff on my laptop at home, so I can't work one it now.

I have some up with a nickname for my baby. His name shall be SQUISHY! LOL!

Well, I have go now!

*~*GB*~*

sigh

I am so tired. I didn't sleep very well last night. I feel asleep and then my baby text messaged me!! YAY!! I'm glad that he did. It was so funny, though. He would text message me and then I would call and leave him a voice mail. He was at work so he couldn't answer his phone, but he could check his voice mail. LOL! So, I was up at about 12:30 til about 3. *sighs* I'm gonna have the best day, EVER!!!

I went out with Brandy last night. We went to Wal-Mart to shop for my trip this weekend. I got 2 CDs. I got Kelly Clarkson's Breakaway and Ciara's Goodies. Then we went out to eat. We were out last night til about 9:30. Then, when I got home, I still had to do homework and then burn Brandy 2 CDs. So, I didn't get to sleep until around 12 or so, then got woke up my precious baby at 12:30. But the amazing thing was that I got up earlier than I usually do. And on the way to school, I called Billy. I just wanted to let him know that I was thinking of him and that I loved him. : )

Well, I'm in class, so I should probably go! Tata!

*~*God Bless*~*

Monday, April 11, 2005

From my BABY

Read the following: it is so sweet it made me cry when I read it!!!

Baby when your away from me,
I am lonley I can see
without you I feel lonlier than I have ever been,
your the most beautifulest girl ive ever seen.
I miss you so..
without you I am in more pian
i miss you like the dessert misses the rain.
I wish one day we can be together,
get to know eachother and love you forever
when i'll be away from your side? never..
Im your man,the one who protects you from bad weather.
and i'll try my best to always be by your side
my arms are open for you big and wide.
i'll always be there for you as well.
you'll be happy to know that its my arms in wich you fell.
and if we ever were to make a family,
i hope we end up happily.
I wish that as I get to know you better,
I'll love you more and go with you through whatever.
I hope as we are making love
together one day we'll make the perfect dove
give me a babygirl as beautiful as you.
I hope one day that,that comes true
I miss you so...
I know right now that i dont know if your the one
but in the end I hope you are
with you in future love i wish to go far
I ask myself does she like me? and were you are?
I see you always in my heart
we are never that far apart.
And even though im a wild,freaky,tattooed bartender.
Im no gay fag,ruda ass, disrespectfull offender.
Hehe is my favorate word
just for meeting you i thank my lord.
I swear at work I think about you all day.
your name seems to be the only thing I know how to say.
I feel wanted like youre listening and like you care
babe to me thats really rare.
And sometimes I feel so lonley...tell me is love true?
make me believe agian.
as always i'll be sitting here forever waiting for you......

love always and forever, Billy Martin

sighs out of love

Today was a pretty good day. It was a typical "Monday," LONG!!!

I have thought of Billy the WHOLE day. I just couldn't get him out of my head. I was even daydreaming about him when I should have been paying attention in English class. And when I was in my public speaking class, I was talking about him constantly. I was saying "Billy this and Billy that" to my best friend. I'm sure she was sick of me talking about him, but I could never get sick of talking about my baby, Billy.

I am starting to get excited about this weekend. I have a feeling that my room is gonna be getting in trouble!! LOL!! We are taking so much stuff and we are gonna PARTY!!!

Well, I'm gonna go!!! Tata!

*~*GB*~*

Sunday, April 10, 2005

EEKK

Well, I have a pretty good day. I went to church, but I didn't get much out of it. Then, I came home and cleaned my room. My room is finally clean..lol. Then, I went to church this evening and had Praise Team practice and then church service.

I'm going to Busch Gardens next weekend. My band is taking their anual trip and we are going to Williamsburg, Virginia. I can't wait. The only bad thing is that I'm not gonna be able to talk to Billy. Mom might not let me take my laptop so I won't have the internet. :'( Oh, well, I'll have my cell.

Well, I'm gonna go! Tata!!

*~*GB*~*

Saturday, April 09, 2005

Hi...

Hi everyone. I have had an "ok" day. I slept until 1 this afternoon. *blushes* I didn't get to sleep until around 3 last night.

I have church in the morning and I don't know if I will make it to Sunday School or just the church service. I have a feeling that I will be up most of the night talking to these girls that won't leave me alone. They are mad at me b/c I am talking to this guy, Billy, and they don't like it.

Well, I'm gonna go! Tata and love to all.

*~*God Bless*~*

Well...

Well, I didn't do much yesterday. I got home, helped mom bake some cookies for my Senior breakfast at school, and then went out to eat. And let me tell you, I got sick from eating. I don't think I have ever been like this...EVER.

Well, there's this guy that I'm talking to and his ex does like that. lol...She keeps text messaging me and she had the nerve to call me last night. She has a friend that wants to get with Billy and she's trying to knock me out of the way. They called me names like slut, whore, and b*tch. Ok...Now, would you listen to anyone that called you any of those names?? I wasn't gonna listen to her anyway, but then she called me those. Umm.....NO! lol... I think it's all funny. But the one thing that made me mad was that they kept calling me and I wasn't answering the phone b/c I could see who was calling, but they kept calling and calling. I couldn't go to sleep until about 3. That made me really mad.

Well, I'm gonna go! Tata!

*~*GodBless*~*

Friday, April 08, 2005

Hmm.....

I went to softball scrimmage last night. We won. The score was 15-12. It was a really good game. I think this is one of the teams that we are gonna have to worry about when the season starts and we start playing real games. I kept the books for most of the night last night, but I don't think that I'm gonna do it for the whole season. It is so confusing. It will be easy once I get the hang of it, but it will take me half the season to get it, literally half the season. There is just so much info and short cuts that I have to learn that it gets confusing when you are trying to keep up with the game like who hit to who, who got out, and/or who got a run, and at the same time trying to keep the score up to let everyone know and let the coach know what the other team hit like. UGH!! It is not as easy as it everyone said it was. It is mind-boggling.

I have another speech to do for my Public Speaking class. We are studing specialized communications in there, like what others countries cultures are and how they act and what the United States' cultures and subcultures are. It is amazing to hear and read what about different countries. But, for out speech, my teach told us to choose a country and explain some things about them. For example, I chose Italy. I am going to research the religion (of course, I'm curious about that!! lol), language, values/attitudes, and culture shock/activities. I think that this a great way to get people outside of their little box and see that there is more than just the United States, there's still the rest of the world out there. These people don't know what kind of job they might have, they might have a boss from Africa and they will need to know some basic African culture so they won't offend him/her. I am not saying that all the people that live around here (North Carolina) are like that, but most of them are. I know that I'm like this b/c I have traveled all over the country b/c my dad was in the Air Force, but I just can't imagine not going outside my state for my whole life. I know people, people that I go to school with, that have never been outside of NC, and if they have been outside NC, they have been barely over the boarder to SC or VA. I partly blame the parents for raising children like that. No one should ever grow up and not go out side the state.

Well, I need to go study! Tata!

*~*GB*~*

Thursday, April 07, 2005

I just don't understand...

I have the worst possible "character reader"...I am usually really good at reading into people and being able to tell whether they are trustworthy or if they are just gonna hurt me, but DANG!!!, it sure didn't work with one guy. I know that I shouldn't be this attached, but it's not as simple as throwing away a piece of paper and forgetting it ever existed. I'm not eating b/c of this guy...I know I just told you what the dr. told me, but I know my body and how it works. I guess I just need some serious help for my head.

Well, I'm gonna try to eat, mom had fixed me something to eat and I'm gonna try to force SOMETHING down so she will get off my back. I know it's not healthy to not eat, but she's not making it any better by trying to force me to eat.

Well, bye! Tata!

*~*GB*~*

UGH

Well, I went to the doctor this afternoon. Were I haven't been eating, mom was worried and set up an appointment for me. The dr. said that it's probably just a medicine that I'm on that's messing with my stomach and me being stressed about graduation isn't helping.

Well, I should go! Tata!

*~*GB*~*

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Hmmmm....

Well, I'm gonna give some happier news. lol... I am going to Busch Gardens next weekend with the band. We are leaving Friday (April 15th) around 1:30 or 2 and then we won't get back until Sunday afternoon or early evening. And then, to make it even better, I don't have to go to school that following Monday. YAY!

Well, I need to go eat, well try to eat, and get ready for church.

*~*GB*~*

Well...

No sleep once again. I fell asleep around 12 last night, then Nudge called me around 1:30 and I had a hard time going back to sleep. So, it was around 3 or so before I went back to sleep.

I haven't eaten in over a week. My stomach has been so messed up since this whole thing started. I have lost 10 to 15 pounds in one week, ONE WEEK!!!!! This is not healthy. I don't mind losing weight, but I don't wanna lose it in an unhealthy way. My mom is starting get worried about me. She has even set up a doctors appointment for me on Thursday. I know what my problem is, I'm stressed from school, I'm depressed form the whole Stephen thing b/c I haven't gotten over it, and then I'm so f*cked up from the whole thing that began last week.

I need to ask Brandy when she wants to start working out. We were supposed to start on Monday, but we both have been so busy. Her Senior research paper is due Friday and she's been working on it all week and I've had softball practice and scrimages. We will probably start next week when she doesn't have to worry about her paper and I am more up to par. I am so hungry, but when I try to eat, I just get sooooo sick and almost throw up. But, oh well, it will all pass. I just can't wait to start running.

Well, I should get to class!! Tata!

*~*GB*~*

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Whacks self on head repeatedly

Well, I think that I may be THE STUPIDEST person in the whole world. I actually fell for someone that I can't have. He told me that I'm not his "type of girl." I just think that since I'm not a size 3 and not blonde, then I'm not his type. I always seem to attract the wrong guy or like the wrong guy. I'm so f*cked up in the head that I'm gonna need some serious therapy for years. Stephen was right, I have serious issues. I think that if I just got a guy that actually treated me right insead of leading me around or abusing me emotionally, then I would be ok. I know that a guy isn't just gonna fix everything and make it all go away, but I know that it will help.

We had a softball scrimage tonight. The other team didn't have enough people to play, so we gave them a couple of out players. The score was 32-6, us. It was aweful. It was sorta funny that we got that many runs, but that other team was just sad... :'( I kept the score book, and let me tell ya, it is the most confusing thing I have ever done. It will be quite easy once I get used to it, but I had never even looked at a scorebook before tonight. We have another scrimage Thursday at 8. I don't know who we are playing, but I do know that I'm keeping the books again.

Well, I need to get some e-mails out. Peace...

*~*GB*~*

Monday, April 04, 2005

I SOOOOOO Happy....

I don't think I have ever been this happy. I don't think that I have been upset ONCE today. Even though I pissed my band director off pret-ty bad, I didn't get all that upset, I just shrugged it off. lol...

I think I'm gonna go now. I have softball practice with the church.

*~*God Bless*~*

RollerCoaster.....

Hi to everyone out there reading this. This has been, by far, the most confusing spring break EVER. I have never been so confused by one, single, individual guy in all my life. ARG!! Now, don't get my wrong, I sorta like this feeling of confusion, it makes me realize that it's real and I'm not just dreaming.

I think I had my biggest fight with a guy on Saturday. We were arguing over credit cards that didn't work. My mom's STUPID credit cards didn't work at all and I was taking it out on the one person that I didn't want to. I was so mad and upset that Brandy even told me that she was scared to talk to me. I hate when I get like that. That is one side of me that I wish I could make disappear.

I am SO freakin' tired. I stayed on the phone until 1 last night and then I SHOULD have gotten up at 6 to get ready for school, but I didn't get up until 7:15!!! HAHA!!! I was so close to being late to school it wasn't even funny. But I did get here in time to scann my pics for Nudge. BUT!!!...I can't upload them onto my other website b/c it is blocked by the school. So....I have to try to send them to him in an e-mail.

Well, I need to get to class before I get in trouble.

*~*GB*~*

Saturday, April 02, 2005

I'm Happy Now!!

Hey everyone. I am home now. I feel much better than I did yesterday.

Part of the reason I felt so bad yesterday was b/c the guy that met the other day played the BIGGEST, MEANEST, and may I add, the FUNNIEST April Fools Day trick on me. He wrote me an e-mail and told me that he didn't want to talk to me anymore b/c he drank to much the night before and he and his ex-girlfriend decided that they wanted to get back togother. I cried my eyes out to Brandy b/c I really felt, and still feel, a strong connection with him. He makes me feel like no else does. Anyways, he got back online 2 hours later and started talking to me like nothing was wrong and told me to call the station (he is a HUGE DJ in Atlanta, Georgia and he's H-O-T!!). Well, I called that station and he told me that I wasn't talking very much. I told him that I was sorta pissed off and totally confused b/c I had just gotten an e-mail saying that he didn't want to be with me. He asked me,"Do you realize what day today is?" I said," You have gotta be kidding me!?!?" Yesterday was April Fools Day. I was so happy that he wasn't for serious about not wanting to be with me, but I was so freakin' pissed that he made me cry. I cried for at least 2 hours. I do have to give him props, though. He has some huge balls to play a prank on a girl he just started talking to.

Well, I'm gonna bounce up outta here, I have to clean my room b/c Brandy is coming over to spend the night with me!

*~*God Bless*~*

Friday, April 01, 2005

screams really loud WHY???

Hi...I have had a horrible day. My past has come back to haunt me and I hate it. I know that it's just evil, or Satan, but they are one in the same. It's just evil's way of trying to get me down, and let me tell ya, it's working.

I am going home tomorrow. Right now, I'm in West Virgina visiting my g-ma. I can't wait to get home.

Well, gotta run!! Tata!

*~*God Bless*~*

I love what I'm doing right now...I am babysitting my lil' nephew full time for this semester and for the summer...After that, I will be returning to school and majoring in Music or Music Education to become a band director....There's lots more to say, but I choose not to do so....

Name: *~*HollyMarie*~*

Location: Pound, Virginia, United States

Well, I have just graduated high school and I am so confused on what I should do for college. I want to live with my aunt, but I don't know how my parents would take that. When I do go to college, where ever that might be, I will be majoring in Theology to become a Youth Minister. Right now, I live with my aunt and will be for the summer.

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Saturday, April 30, 2005

***stars***

Friday, April 29, 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

Saturday, April 23, 2005

LMAO!!

Friday, April 22, 2005

Love!!

Back to School...

Thursday, April 21, 2005

*sigh*

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

*UGH*

Monday, April 18, 2005

I'm Home...

Friday, April 15, 2005

Today is the Day!!!

Thursday, April 14, 2005

"I'm leaving on a jet plane, don't know when I'll be back again..."

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

All Work, No Play....

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

I'm Bored!!!

*sigh*

Monday, April 11, 2005

From my BABY

*sighs out of love*

Sunday, April 10, 2005

*EEKK*

Saturday, April 09, 2005

Hi...

Well...

Friday, April 08, 2005

Hmm.....

Thursday, April 07, 2005

I just don't understand...

*UGH*

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Hmmmm....

Well...

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

*Whacks self on head repeatedly*

Monday, April 04, 2005

I SOOOOOO Happy....

RollerCoaster.....

Saturday, April 02, 2005

I'm Happy Now!!

Friday, April 01, 2005

*screams really loud* WHY???

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